My roads end

So, as of 13:30 I officially left placement. It was odd. I began the day with finding many people on duty. This was mostly HCA and two staff Nurses working the early shift. I had to wait to find out what team I was working in. It was the bay I was in on Tuesday. There were only 4 patients in the bay and two side rooms to see to. I did the baseline observations and wrote the risk assessments at the same time (there was enough time for this to be done at the same time). There was not a lot to do after making the beds and the morning did seem to drag. Two urgent ECG's were done by yours truly. The visiting SpR was happy with my lead placement and thanked for a "Nice ECG". That was pleasing!

I was searching for an IVAC infusion pump for some of the morning and went two several surrounding departments to source one. It was odd when a Nurse from the ward next door asked when I was finished my training to be able to reply "28 minutes time!". The ward senior sister wrote me a very nice witness statement which I will copy for my upcoming interviews. Next week I have 3 days in the university. Tuesday is the RCN conference, Thursday is a day of information and Friday is a closing lecture and NMC registration day.

My more pressing concern is the fact my Girlfriend last night decided she wanted to try and end our relationship claiming that things "Were not fair" on me and she was "very sorry". I am not sure what to say as this is a blow that I really did not see coming. I know emotions were running high the last few days. Now, not only do I have a job to worry about, I now have this broadside hit to deal with. To say that I have taken this bad is an understatement. I feel sick in the pit of my stomach and I have hardly eaten anything. Come to think of it, I have not eaten much at all this past week. I cannot stop thinking of her, and wonder what it is I ever did wrong to her. Any of the female readers with any ideas of what you would suggest I do please leave a comment. I figure that the best thing will be to give her some space to calm down a bit.

Speaking of the comment and the blog, I realised some time ago that after next week this blog and my ID will be redundant. I do not want to start a new blog yet, so if you have any names for the new blog which I will go on to make, and feel free to leave comment. "Staff Nurse Musings" anyone?

So, if you are a student Nurse, and you are wondering what it is like in the third year, if you are a nurse and were looking for another persons view, or you ever should be a person in the future who was considering Nursing, I hope that my small entries have been both entertaining and useful. I am now at the end of three years. I have passed the course and this time next week will be able to say that I completed my three years of University. I shall be able to put RGN after my name in a few weeks time.

In recognition of that, the video link at the top is the one that finally I choose to accurately reflect the end of the course. I have climbed the mountain of nurse training. Somehow, I have survived.
And to all the people who took the time to read and to post: My profound thanks.

A symbolic moment

A symbolic moment has just occured. That moment namely is the last time that I have prepared my uniform for duty tomorrow. I have done this for the past 3 years. Mainly because I quickly realised that being blearly eyed at 6am, 4:45am, 5:30am and 5:25am (times respectfully used throughout placement times, bar the community part of 2nd year when I was able to sleep to the late time of 7:30am. Ah, those heady days of 2006 eh?) resulted in me usually forgetting something important. Yup, tomorrow is my last placement shift.

I have had three years which have been... varied I guess. I have had some interesting times. Some good (like my first sucessfull CPR, Passing my Tripartites, the patients who I was able to help, the great Nurses and other people who I had the honour of working with. Most of all has been meeting the one person who, while I today fret over, has helped sometimes keep me on the straight with the course. My dear Girlfriend. There have been the bad. But do you know what? Mostly it was when my niece died last year and when that caused my to referr on a module. I have had bad shifts. I have had arguments with staff. I have had the abusive patients, and on more then once had to deal with a patient trying to very much kick and punch their way out of the ward. Oh well.

Tonight, all however is calm. I know that my girlfriend has her family with her and will be going home tomorrow (hopefully). I have some applications which I hope will be fruitfull, and there are interviews now comming through. A bursary came today. My RCN subscription has been renewed. My NMC PIN number will be here hopefully within the next 5 weeks. Now, for the final time, I will have to think of a succinct title to cover the next shift post. "My roads end" and "My Final destination" are both vying for position. There were other titles that would have been used for mid-course shifts. "My Bad day" for example never was needed for a title should a monumentally bad shift have occured. I have been trying to think of a single tune to embed as a video like for the post. The second place went to "Fall Out Boy" with the track "Thnks fr th mmrs". For what I settled on, call back tomorrow.

So, "what are you doing tonight then Nursing Student?" I hear you ask. Well, going out for a belated Christmas meal with my St John Ambulance division for a start.

My 2007

This is the end of the year and the end of my time as a student is drawing near. It will be another 29 days until I will be officially finished as a student Nurse (in case any of you were ever bothered I was/am a student at the University of Teesside, Middlesbrough). So, given that not only is this the end of the time as a student, I am also at the end of the year 2007. So, what was 2007 for me?

January
Nothing remarkable for the first half of the year as the first week was spent on annual leave. The second week was the return to the final placement of second year (Critical care placement) in the ICU. The week was spent with patients on my three shifts (though I cannot recall much now what happened). The week after was my final tripartite for second year. This I passed, I remember being very nervous about the second year one, and was sent out to a cardiac arrest in the hospital with the arrest team and thought that was less nerve racking. The 2 weeks after was on my elective with the North East Ambulance Service NHS trust. That was enjoyable.

February
The first 2 weeks were study time and I prepared my portfolio. They went in on the 19th and I started 3rd year. This was a time when the attitude changed with the university toward the student groups (from “oh, don’t worry you are only a student” to “Right, your managing bays and other students when you go out next”). It sowed and I remember I ended up being late two days thanks to traffic (some did not even make it in to university). I met my girlfriend this month.

March.
The portfolio passed this month. Not a lot to report for March.

April.
The semester continued with the addition of the independent learning module coming online. There was no a lot to recall, I did have a weekend in York with my other half, and records suggest I had the blog by now.

May
I was asked to hand in an essay and this was worked on while I queried the MITS which had been applied for. This was met with a stern look and a mark of 30. That was not good. Some of the modules drew to a close as the final seminars were had.

June.
I was kicked off the course due to the 30 mark for the essay from second year. Thankfully, I still had some old paperwork and approached the student union with a view to appealing against the decision. It was agreed that I had a case and the assessment review was put in. I immediately started looking for work and was accepted for employment in a call centre. I also joined St John Ambulance.

July
Back on the course on the 3rd. I got the letter which while written on the 3rd only reached me on the day I was being asked to go into the university to meet with the pathway leader and 3rd year module leader. This went OK and I agreed the date’s to submit essays (3rd August). The essays were worked on, till one module asked for submission on the 3rd which was not originally intended. This took some sorting out.
August

A new placement was on the infections disease and diabetes ward. This is well document on the blog.

September
The placement was worked through and the essays all passed. One later needed re-submission though this was the one which I was asked to write in less then a week.

October.
The internship placement began in a old division. I did get a bit downhearted by this at first by slowly it did get better

November
The tripartite and nights dominated this month

December
The application for jobs started in earnest this month as did attending st john ambulance duties having passed the members first aid course.

My half time

So as of 15:20, I finished my placement. Which is nice as that was a few hours off having covered for the ward move. I will miss the early finishes as a student. Speaking of which, I have handed in my first letter of application and CV asking for a job to the ward sister where I have been for the placement.
For the shift I was in charge of doing all the drug rounds and dispensing the medication and doing the controlled drugs. I know this will be a bore for any qualified staff but it was with the final push which I was left to happily work during the lunch break with another nurse to pop their heads around the door to keep and eye out. While normally this would be daunting, I was OK with it. I do think that a lot of the situations which people do not want to deal with wind up being bad only thinking they have to face a situation or on the way to a situation (i.e. cardiac arrest). I remember back in first year when on a community elderly rehab ward I was on my third shift as a student and being told to go to the mortuary to see a dead body to sort the paperwork out with the funeral director. Since then I have seen a fair few. Back then though, Internship was a distant thing, but now it is looming up just 5 days away.

Back to today. Gave a phosphate enema as the doctor prescribed it back on the 24Th but it still had not been given, so you can imagine the mess I had to clear up after nature ran it's course. Also had loads of bad baths as night staff did hardly any.

I was trying to get some controlled drugs signed out to 2 of my patients for pain relief who had PRN prescriptions for Oxynorm and Oromorph. One staff nurse said "get it out ready and the controled drug book open and I will be with you in a moment". 10 minutes later I was still stood in the treatment room like a right berk waiting. Thankfully my mentor got back from lunch and signed them out with me. Annoying. Then I did an ECG and was told to go off duty. I left a "Thank you" card and some chocolates to the mentor and one for the ward. They thourght I was very kind. While I was going to head home though in the true tradition of me actually going above the call of duty did a prescription drop off instead. This came about as there was another bay who discharged one of their patients to a rehab home but the patient went without tablets. I told them that the town where they were is in the next town to my St John Ambulance division, and so was sent in a taxi to the town then walked to the town centre where I indulged in a hot tikka and a few pints to celebrate the end of placement. I then walked the 3 miles to the town along the sea front to the St John Meeting. It was there that the iredness kcked in, though thankfully the meetinfwas on the upcomming training day for me (the next two Sundays) and some AED work. Not a bad way to end the half way mark of the placement season.

short term loss, long term error

With Student Nurse reading more tales of students being left without a Nursing job on qualifying, he began to think about the future which he has to consider. There are a number of factors which are causing such problems, and you can read plenty of that subject in the media. But Student Nurse began thinking of the future when considering compounded errors. Much how a mistake at the beginning of a long equation will have disastrous consequences on the final figure arrived at, he wonders of the ramifications which today’s losses to the nursing workforce will have. At the moment, a quick scan over the classified in Nursing Standard shows positions vacant for the senior positions for senior Staff Nurses, Sisters/Charge Nurse. This is very nice for the lucky people who can go for such a position. Then the Band 5, D grade jobs...3 possible positions for a Registered General Nurse (RGN).

This is not intended to be a rant on the current status for newly qualified nurses, but a consideration for the future. Consider for a moment the Nursing echelons like a long pipe and the staff water flowing through it. Newly qualified staff come directly from the tap, and the senior posts are the end. As you progress through the ranks, the further you travel along the pipe. However, imagine there was a kink in that pipe. New water cannot flow in as high a quantity as it could. For a while, this only affects a small area, but as the effect of the lack of water kicks in, the greater the systemic loss can be felt. Eventually this will be transmitted to the end, and the flow stopped. If this happens to the extent that there are excessive shortness of newly qualified RGN's, when considering the facts that students face bleak prospects coupled with the prospects of large number of retirements to set in within the upcoming years, and add the extraneous variable of barring foreign recruitment student nurse has reached a very worrying fact: Unless there is a change to the recruitment soon, there will not be enough Nurses to fill the posts and a reduced number of experienced staff.

People need money and will not wait forever to get a job in their field, and newly graduated students will soon look to other fields to work if nursing cannot provide. Few who leave may come back. The college student may also feel the pinch from the cut in training posts, assuming they even choose to apply for nursing and not another course. Some have said to Student Nurse to go abroad. He would like New Zealand or Canada as places to emigrate to, but he reminds them of the one fact companies who advertise for overseas jobs state: 2 years post registration experience essential. Trusts may need their books balancing, but wards still require nurses. Form filling may look nice, but it will not help a patient to know that despite there being no nurses to administer their pain medication, all the forms have been filled in so everything is hunky-dory.

Will this system ever change? Well, consider this: the UK went into Iraq despite unprecedented levels of public opposition to the war. Despite the howls of protest, nurses look set to have a staggered 1.9% pay rise. How much chance will getting a few thousand extra nurses by 2014 have?